D r e a m e r *

mommy says im a dreamer , that i have my heads too far in the clouds.
& i need to snap back into reality.

but whats wrong w. dreaming ? 0_o
she dont believe that ima be big one day
i refuse to settle for less .

&&

i will be successful.

you just watch

____________.
tiny *

Inisde this girls mind.

So, its 3:04am & im here laying in bed, listening to music & i cant sleep. im just thinking about alot. In my life i've gotten alot handed to me, without having to work hard for it because i was fortunate enough to have a mother who could afford to give me almost everything i ever wanted & needed. & sometimes i still find myself unsatisfied , it just amazes me how some people (including myself) can take life for granted so much & so easily. i complain so much about not having certain things, instead of being thankful & grateful the things i do have. we dont realize it but there are people out there who could only DREAM of having the lifestyle we have & yet we still complain but i guess thats what this world is made up of. i try my hardest not put myself in the "spoiled" category, but regardless we are all in some way "spoiled" even if we dont want to admit it. but i can say i am blessed for having a mother who has loved me unconditionally who provides me w. a roof over my head , clothes on my back regardless if its 10$ shirt or 60$ shirt & plays both the mommy & daddy role in my life i am so grateful i love her more than ANYONE on this planet.

Another thing going through my mind is the line "all boys are the same" 0_o LOL im not sure why though. i guess because i use it alot , i guess you can say because im still kind of young & still trying to understand & figure this "Love" thing out haha . All the boys i have come across have givin me the same stupid lines. "im not like every boy" yeah yeah i've heard it ALL. well maybe not it all ... but i've heard alot of the same stuff. I complain SO much about not having a boyfriend and two minutes later i brag about how i dont need one . TRUTH IS and i speak for all girls WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE WANT. honestly speaking as a female & from inside a girl's mind we are pretty confusing. but some of you boys need to man up and try and figure us out. it wont be easy but it'll be fun. i have yet to find a guy worth my time or "faithful" but im not even going to sweat it, because what are the odds of finding one now ? i cant front and say i dont want one. i am impatient and i do want to find the "one" now. but honestly i think girls spend so much of their time complaining about finding "the one" at such young ages they dont give themselves time to have fun & experiment w. other guys LOLLL. like come on now a days you see 12 years old talk about how they in love, like wtf do you know about love ? 0_o seriously. But honestly theres not a girl out there that doesnt wonder why guys act the way they do.

maybe im making absolutely no sense to you guys. but hey , it was worth trying to explain my thoughts to you guys <3>

its 3:26 am & im going to sleep goodnight.

you have OFFICIALLY been inside the mind of TINY. xoxoxo`

North Carolina Vaca : )

W O W E R S !

Ok , so far this summer has been WACK ! i mean between it raining every other day, this 70 degree weather, the crazy lady ( my mom ) being on vacation to be home to bug me everyday idk which is worst. SO, i needed a GET-AWAY trip. so what's better than a road trip w/ your bestfriend to North Carolina ? lmao hahah. sounded kinda wack at first, but i just needed to leave this state. i mean honestly theres nothing to do in NY . after you've lived here for so long. SO we went on a roadtrip me my bestfriend (erica) her sister , her niece , & her other friend. Her sister's boyfriend is in the marines so we went a got a hotel near the marine base in north carolina . wasted over 100$ on food within 4 days SMH, fat much ? haha. we had 3 telly parties :D with cool funny fine ass hell marine guys. the FUNNIEST people you will ever meet , we got smacced & drunk for 4 nights STRAIGHT , you know how goooood that feels ? i could live that life FOREVER. with not ONE worry in your mind? the craziest shit happened, i would say everything on here but then i wouldnt wanna get in trouble for anything & i wouldnt want people to know how i TRULY feel about them ahhaha so my lips are sealed for the time being :x .. but word of advice to anyone who ever goes on a roadtrip w. alot of people bring a smutty for the simple fact it gives you entertainment & something to talk about hahaha. but yeah its crazy what a couple of drinks could have you end up doing smh. but overall i had crazy fun , & it just made me realize alot. 1. i cant fuck w. female 2. i need to go to college out of new york 3. everything seems so good when your high & drunk . 4. i have a slick mouth when im smacced.

ANYWAY, here are SOME of the many videos we took :

& some random pictures.





- bye :)

i'll be missing you.

July 21st, 2002 - the day i lost my bestfriend / sister / role model. Nahema bka Chyna ; its been about 8 years and to this day i still think about her. i remember it like it was yesterday i woke up to a nightmare. my mom woke me up and showed me a picture of her in the newspaper , i had thought she won the lottery ( LOL ) until i actually read the article , i remember it was on the 2nd page of the daily news on a sunday i had just seen you 3 days before. i still have the news paper page, but i hate to look at it. She had got hit by a drunk driver while she was crossing the street.

Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend. try to black it out but it plays again. when its real feelings hard to conceal cant imagine all the pain i feel give ANYTHING to hear half your breath; i know you still living your life after death. its kinda hard with you not around i know you're in heaven smilin down watchin us while we pray for you everyday we pray for you till the day we meet again in my heart is where ill keep you friend. memories give me the strength i need to proceed. strength i need to believe.

I LOVE & MISS YOU. RIP
Sunrise June 4, 1982
Sunset July 21, 2002
Nahema Abney bka Chyna

what a night.

WHAT A NIGHT? hahaha. ok so lastnight was crazy. well early in the night my cousin , my bestie mike, odell, and me. had took a cab to red lobster , we get there & ITS CLOSED -_-... so we take the cab to applebees & ITS CLOSED then we take it to the chinese buffet & ITS CLOSED. & it was only 10 !! i guess cuz it was sunday but whatever. SO, we went to a 24hour Diner. LMAO, the funniest shit ever. SO my cousin's flirting w. the waiter, it was hilarious. Then he came and said no free refills ! so she flipped out & goes "you better hope the tip is included in the bill, cus you could tip this pussy SWINE !" lmaoo ( the waiter was mexican ) .. then we aint have enough for the bill so we left what we had and ran out lmao. SO by now its like 12, and odell gets some bud and we start smokin ; mike got high within like 6 puffs and starts acting MADDDD FUNNNY . like i was about to piss my pants, so then we had 2L's and now im gone smacced like i was on another planet. ALL i remember was me laughin @ everythingggggggggg. i was on the floor hugging a computer screen cus i thought it was my cousin on the floor, and she was rolliinnnnnn hahah. the room felt like it was spinning , then i just start hysterical laughing everything was funny to me hahaha, i fell down the steps. then i started laughin & crying @ the same time. haha shit was just so funny. well thats all i really remember from lastnight ! hah just thought id share.

A man has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or other sexually related events..Dat call when Wifey acting up and you need a quick nut. The bitch is the first one running there. 4) Ho's.. enough said! Trying to move up in life, Wants to be a Bitch or a Boo. Hoes are just the girls you bag for no reason and have them in your phone. Backups incase a bitch or a boo slips up. Then you replace with a hoe

_______ T.

Long Live The King !

* A True Star :

R.I.P The KING Of Pop !
Michael Joseph Jackson *
August 29th 1958 - June 25th 2009'

inspired SO many. his music lives FOREVER. Gone but not forgotten. imitated but NEVER duplicated. he will be missed

Key to Flow Success *

i discovered the key to flow success yes flow success(all ya niggaz who get no bytchez and chickzz dat bagz no niggaz zoom in)KEY:#1. u have to first start by bagging a number a aim a myspace a twitter or ssomething #2.then u briefly conversate with them without talking about yaself to much because then they start to think u are conceided(and guys dont like conceited gurlz they are harder to tame)then without giving them to much information u give them details about yourself.(to ya freaky bytchez dont be sending pictures of ya naked cuz den ya leave nothing to the imagination).#3.this is the most basic step u jus tell them wat they wanna hear......(this makes them anxiously crave you becaues u are telling them shyt they wanna hear without them giving you hints).#4.by the time u hit this point ya should have alreadii talked over the phone ..and ya should be hanging out(NO SEX)because if you give in niggaz will kno wat to use u for and call u only when dey want da pussy(but this is not to get confused the point of the lesson is to play not be played)#5.now listen close(this is one of the most important steps)now you officially make him think that he's hubby and you abuse that privilage by getting what you want from him when you want it wherever you want it making him feel like hubby when realliii hez one out of a bunch....this gives you some kind of controle over him leaving him weakminded ....if u did everything i told you and you still aint get no where repeat them just on a different nigga and give up on that one because he is to strong to pray on...lol!!!im seriouse trust me it works everytime...........NOW FOR YA CHICKZ WHO GOT A MAN AND WANNA KEEP HIM AROUND....#1...never bring him around any freaky azz family or friendz(they will fuk him right under ya nose)#2.trust him until he has proven otherwise#3. dont do to him what you wouldnt want done to you(ex.cheat,or smack the fuk out of him and expect yo azz not to get smacked...i mean realli come on this is 09 not to many niggaz believe in dat neva hita bytch theory....so u better get wit it or get lost)#4 .allow him to alwayz explain himself not that it proves anything it's jus hilariouse to hear the excuses niggaz will make to get themselves out of a problem.#5 dont get mad when he goes out. (because afterall at the end of the night hes wit u and if he aint u doin something wrong dat da next bytch hez wit is doin right)#6.what you dont do for ya man another bytch will (ex.u dont wanna fuk i bet their is a horny azz bytch in da club wit pum-pum shorts on and a tank top dat wouldnt mind!!) lol..

_____ written by JASMINE CHANTEL VICTORIA FUQUA.
hahaha my cousin, shes HILARIOUS.

Just thinking.

So its 3:33am and im laying up in bed Listening to music. & i was just thinking. why is it that all boys go after is ONE thing. and why is it that when girls seem to think "all boys are the same" the same response a boy gives is "im not all boys" or "im not the same" thats what makes you all the same. you all think your "so different" when really your all the same. you all lie ! some better than others. & its the truth , most girls do go after the badboy asshole type only because it gives a challenge. who wants a nice sweet guy who jumps whenever you tell them to do something ? thats BORING ! and ive learned that most of the "player type" turn that way because of one girl who they gave their heart to and she broke it. so then they just said fuck it. idk i guess thats just the way i look at it. O_0

____ xo tiny *

MJ dead huh ?

SOOOO.. im walking down 125th w. my bestie ( chelsington ) and my stupid sidekick (lx) has no service and two minutes later i get amillion & 2 text messages/im's saying "michael jackson died" wtf ? like you never met one of those people who werent suppose to die ? like they're just not suppose to die. YEAH, that was michael jackson. he wasnt suppose to die. i remember i learned the whole dance to beat it and would record myself dancing it, and growing up i was terrified of thriller. it was so weird now hes dead 0_o this is gonna take sometime to get use too. idk what this world is coming to seriously smh. & its really annoying everyone whos hatin' on him, like "its not that serious he was just a singer and dancer who died" NO NIGGA, i wanna see just anyone jump up on a stage and moonwalk and sing and dance for about 45 years of their life smh, some people just have no respect i swear ! godh lol , well just felt like blogging about it
RIP Michael Jackson. 1958-2009 * smh crazy.

S t r e s s f u l & S u c c e s s f u l

so i just found out i failed my earth science regents SMH. after i thought i was gonna pass now i gotta take it again in august & im pretty sure i failed my global regents TOO. but the thing it i dont see the point in regents, like how you tryna force me to pass a test? i never understood how people dropped outta highschool either till i got here smh. its way TOOOO stressful. my dream is to be a famous actress and uhmn i dont think a earthscience or global regents is gonna take me there ! i believe if people have a talent they should take it as far as they can , i mean school isnt for everyone. im tired of school being so stressful .. i just wanna be s u c c e s s f u l <3 =)

GRRR!

SO, its 2:00am sunday and its really ugly out. & i was stuck home all day babysitting -_- smh. im laying down watching hancock and i never sign on this thing but idk decided too today . blahhhhhh =(

Hello =)

Hiii ! well it's 1;40 am. & obviously im bored. cuz i had time to make this page ? 0_o.

My name is Tiffany but NOONE calls me that. i prefer TINY =) . im 16 years young !

sophomore , i play (basket)ball. i dance & act . oh & partyhead HAH.  favorite color is purple . born day - 2/25 (pisces). & im fly hah just a little about me hehe. 

_xo tiny *