So, its 3:04am & im here laying in bed, listening to music & i cant sleep. im just thinking about alot. In my life i've gotten alot handed to me, without having to work hard for it because i was fortunate enough to have a mother who could afford to give me almost everything i ever wanted & needed. & sometimes i still find myself unsatisfied , it just amazes me how some people (including myself) can take life for granted so much & so easily. i complain so much about not having certain things, instead of being thankful & grateful the things i do have. we dont realize it but there are people out there who could only DREAM of having the lifestyle we have & yet we still complain but i guess thats what this world is made up of. i try my hardest not put myself in the "spoiled" category, but regardless we are all in some way "spoiled" even if we dont want to admit it. but i can say i am blessed for having a mother who has loved me unconditionally who provides me w. a roof over my head , clothes on my back regardless if its 10$ shirt or 60$ shirt & plays both the mommy & daddy role in my life i am so grateful i love her more than ANYONE on this planet.
Another thing going through my mind is the line "all boys are the same" 0_o LOL im not sure why though. i guess because i use it alot , i guess you can say because im still kind of young & still trying to understand & figure this "Love" thing out haha . All the boys i have come across have givin me the same stupid lines. "im not like every boy" yeah yeah i've heard it ALL. well maybe not it all ... but i've heard alot of the same stuff. I complain SO much about not having a boyfriend and two minutes later i brag about how i dont need one . TRUTH IS and i speak for all girls WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE WANT. honestly speaking as a female & from inside a girl's mind we are pretty confusing. but some of you boys need to man up and try and figure us out. it wont be easy but it'll be fun. i have yet to find a guy worth my time or "faithful" but im not even going to sweat it, because what are the odds of finding one now ? i cant front and say i dont want one. i am impatient and i do want to find the "one" now. but honestly i think girls spend so much of their time complaining about finding "the one" at such young ages they dont give themselves time to have fun & experiment w. other guys LOLLL. like come on now a days you see 12 years old talk about how they in love, like wtf do you know about love ? 0_o seriously. But honestly theres not a girl out there that doesnt wonder why guys act the way they do.
maybe im making absolutely no sense to you guys. but hey , it was worth trying to explain my thoughts to you guys <3>
its 3:26 am & im going to sleep goodnight.
you have OFFICIALLY been inside the mind of TINY. xoxoxo`
Another thing going through my mind is the line "all boys are the same" 0_o LOL im not sure why though. i guess because i use it alot , i guess you can say because im still kind of young & still trying to understand & figure this "Love" thing out haha . All the boys i have come across have givin me the same stupid lines. "im not like every boy" yeah yeah i've heard it ALL. well maybe not it all ... but i've heard alot of the same stuff. I complain SO much about not having a boyfriend and two minutes later i brag about how i dont need one . TRUTH IS and i speak for all girls WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE WANT. honestly speaking as a female & from inside a girl's mind we are pretty confusing. but some of you boys need to man up and try and figure us out. it wont be easy but it'll be fun. i have yet to find a guy worth my time or "faithful" but im not even going to sweat it, because what are the odds of finding one now ? i cant front and say i dont want one. i am impatient and i do want to find the "one" now. but honestly i think girls spend so much of their time complaining about finding "the one" at such young ages they dont give themselves time to have fun & experiment w. other guys LOLLL. like come on now a days you see 12 years old talk about how they in love, like wtf do you know about love ? 0_o seriously. But honestly theres not a girl out there that doesnt wonder why guys act the way they do.
maybe im making absolutely no sense to you guys. but hey , it was worth trying to explain my thoughts to you guys <3>
its 3:26 am & im going to sleep goodnight.
you have OFFICIALLY been inside the mind of TINY. xoxoxo`
