i'll be missing you.

July 21st, 2002 - the day i lost my bestfriend / sister / role model. Nahema bka Chyna ; its been about 8 years and to this day i still think about her. i remember it like it was yesterday i woke up to a nightmare. my mom woke me up and showed me a picture of her in the newspaper , i had thought she won the lottery ( LOL ) until i actually read the article , i remember it was on the 2nd page of the daily news on a sunday i had just seen you 3 days before. i still have the news paper page, but i hate to look at it. She had got hit by a drunk driver while she was crossing the street.

Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend. try to black it out but it plays again. when its real feelings hard to conceal cant imagine all the pain i feel give ANYTHING to hear half your breath; i know you still living your life after death. its kinda hard with you not around i know you're in heaven smilin down watchin us while we pray for you everyday we pray for you till the day we meet again in my heart is where ill keep you friend. memories give me the strength i need to proceed. strength i need to believe.

I LOVE & MISS YOU. RIP
Sunrise June 4, 1982
Sunset July 21, 2002
Nahema Abney bka Chyna

what a night.

WHAT A NIGHT? hahaha. ok so lastnight was crazy. well early in the night my cousin , my bestie mike, odell, and me. had took a cab to red lobster , we get there & ITS CLOSED -_-... so we take the cab to applebees & ITS CLOSED then we take it to the chinese buffet & ITS CLOSED. & it was only 10 !! i guess cuz it was sunday but whatever. SO, we went to a 24hour Diner. LMAO, the funniest shit ever. SO my cousin's flirting w. the waiter, it was hilarious. Then he came and said no free refills ! so she flipped out & goes "you better hope the tip is included in the bill, cus you could tip this pussy SWINE !" lmaoo ( the waiter was mexican ) .. then we aint have enough for the bill so we left what we had and ran out lmao. SO by now its like 12, and odell gets some bud and we start smokin ; mike got high within like 6 puffs and starts acting MADDDD FUNNNY . like i was about to piss my pants, so then we had 2L's and now im gone smacced like i was on another planet. ALL i remember was me laughin @ everythingggggggggg. i was on the floor hugging a computer screen cus i thought it was my cousin on the floor, and she was rolliinnnnnn hahah. the room felt like it was spinning , then i just start hysterical laughing everything was funny to me hahaha, i fell down the steps. then i started laughin & crying @ the same time. haha shit was just so funny. well thats all i really remember from lastnight ! hah just thought id share.

A man has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or other sexually related events..Dat call when Wifey acting up and you need a quick nut. The bitch is the first one running there. 4) Ho's.. enough said! Trying to move up in life, Wants to be a Bitch or a Boo. Hoes are just the girls you bag for no reason and have them in your phone. Backups incase a bitch or a boo slips up. Then you replace with a hoe

_______ T.

Long Live The King !

* A True Star :

R.I.P The KING Of Pop !
Michael Joseph Jackson *
August 29th 1958 - June 25th 2009'

inspired SO many. his music lives FOREVER. Gone but not forgotten. imitated but NEVER duplicated. he will be missed

Key to Flow Success *

i discovered the key to flow success yes flow success(all ya niggaz who get no bytchez and chickzz dat bagz no niggaz zoom in)KEY:#1. u have to first start by bagging a number a aim a myspace a twitter or ssomething #2.then u briefly conversate with them without talking about yaself to much because then they start to think u are conceided(and guys dont like conceited gurlz they are harder to tame)then without giving them to much information u give them details about yourself.(to ya freaky bytchez dont be sending pictures of ya naked cuz den ya leave nothing to the imagination).#3.this is the most basic step u jus tell them wat they wanna hear......(this makes them anxiously crave you becaues u are telling them shyt they wanna hear without them giving you hints).#4.by the time u hit this point ya should have alreadii talked over the phone ..and ya should be hanging out(NO SEX)because if you give in niggaz will kno wat to use u for and call u only when dey want da pussy(but this is not to get confused the point of the lesson is to play not be played)#5.now listen close(this is one of the most important steps)now you officially make him think that he's hubby and you abuse that privilage by getting what you want from him when you want it wherever you want it making him feel like hubby when realliii hez one out of a bunch....this gives you some kind of controle over him leaving him weakminded ....if u did everything i told you and you still aint get no where repeat them just on a different nigga and give up on that one because he is to strong to pray on...lol!!!im seriouse trust me it works everytime...........NOW FOR YA CHICKZ WHO GOT A MAN AND WANNA KEEP HIM AROUND....#1...never bring him around any freaky azz family or friendz(they will fuk him right under ya nose)#2.trust him until he has proven otherwise#3. dont do to him what you wouldnt want done to you(ex.cheat,or smack the fuk out of him and expect yo azz not to get smacked...i mean realli come on this is 09 not to many niggaz believe in dat neva hita bytch theory....so u better get wit it or get lost)#4 .allow him to alwayz explain himself not that it proves anything it's jus hilariouse to hear the excuses niggaz will make to get themselves out of a problem.#5 dont get mad when he goes out. (because afterall at the end of the night hes wit u and if he aint u doin something wrong dat da next bytch hez wit is doin right)#6.what you dont do for ya man another bytch will (ex.u dont wanna fuk i bet their is a horny azz bytch in da club wit pum-pum shorts on and a tank top dat wouldnt mind!!) lol..

_____ written by JASMINE CHANTEL VICTORIA FUQUA.
hahaha my cousin, shes HILARIOUS.

Just thinking.

So its 3:33am and im laying up in bed Listening to music. & i was just thinking. why is it that all boys go after is ONE thing. and why is it that when girls seem to think "all boys are the same" the same response a boy gives is "im not all boys" or "im not the same" thats what makes you all the same. you all think your "so different" when really your all the same. you all lie ! some better than others. & its the truth , most girls do go after the badboy asshole type only because it gives a challenge. who wants a nice sweet guy who jumps whenever you tell them to do something ? thats BORING ! and ive learned that most of the "player type" turn that way because of one girl who they gave their heart to and she broke it. so then they just said fuck it. idk i guess thats just the way i look at it. O_0

____ xo tiny *